Wednesday, April 23, 2008

exit design?

you know when you have so much to do...so many different little things to do...and then have pressure to complete everything quickly...and you just feel like, omg i have no time but when you do have time you're so overwhelmed that you just stare at your computer blankly? i'm there.

and then on top of that i've been looking at other designers' portfolios online and i'm really wondering what the hell i'm doing calling myself a graphic designer. i'm more of a poser, i think. and it's frustrating, coz i have an idea of how creative i need to be, but looking at other ppls work, i realize how creative i'm not, and then i can't work. i can't do anything at all.

i wonder if other designers go through this. do they look at their peers' work and think "why can't i do that?!?" or, does this mean that i'm in the wrong field altogether? should i get out of graphic design? if i did...what would i do? what other career would i embark on? omg...i don't know!!! what am i gonna do if i don't do anything? "hi i'm hannah and i don't do anything." ohmygawed! is this the beginning of a midlife crisis?

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