hard to swallow

i shared with nick recently how sometimes the truth is hard for me to swallow. there are some things i don't want to hear, even if it is true, and even if i know it already. i'm sure i'm not alone in this. but if i agree that it's true, and know in my heart that it is, i won't deny it...i'll acknowledge it's truth, then walk away. usually it's because i'm hurt by the truth and need to be alone to process and/or cry. now you know a secret about me.